this morning i woke at 8 cuz was suppose to play soccer. i realised it was too early so i went back to bed and then went down later. was damn eager to play with the new ball but half way through my first match, i pulled my ligament in my left thigh. that's it, the end, no need play already. went home early feeling so dejected. i always get knocks here and there whenever i play soccer. but pain is temporary and its nothing compared to passion. that's what keeps me going whenever i get those small niggling knocks around. right now, i gotta limp around. my leg feels so stressed even when i just sit and leave it dangling in the air.

exams are drawing ever closer. poly life is really tedious, or should i rephrase, science courses are the killing ones. tests after tests after tests, then before long, exams arrive. mug and mug and mug. goodness. had i known it was like this, i might have thought of joining another course instead.

chinese new year is in a month or so and i havent got my clothes yet. reason being: money. money is the biggest frigging burden. when you're broke, everything is inconvenient for you. when you're too rich, you gotta find a secure place to store your money and there's high tax rates as well. so what the fuck man?? be rich or poor? my mom isnt that willing to give me money to get clothes. she is damn fucking money minded. money is number one on her mind. she'd rather go for discomfort than to spend just a little bit more. as much as possible, i try not to take money from her cuz there wont be a time where she wont lecture me bout money, all the crappy stuff.

i'm moody today.
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